After I was forced out of the throes of alcoholism, I had to rebuild my life from scratch. I remember looking around at all the immense damage I had caused throughout those eight years of active addiction and couldn't imagine ever moving past the shame and self-hatred I was feeling due to all the pain I had inflicted on those who loved me most. The amount of destruction I caused was so intricate, weaving through the lives of so many different people, I had no idea how to even begin processing it all. Thankfully, I was connected with some really talented professionals who guided me in the beginning of my recovery and I not only learned how to forgive myself, but I've since found a sense of purpose and a renewed love for life. If it's possible for me, then it is for you too.